MMM GOOD!!

I am pretty proud of myself tonight. I made my very first batch of homemade rolls for dinner. The recipe was very easy, but takes a long time...well at least for me anyways. ha i don't have patients. Plus i don't have a mixer so i had to do it all by hand WHICH TOTALLY SUCKED lol. Besides it taking so long It was so worth the wait!!

Here is the Recipe if anyone would like it :D.

I got the recipe off of the Food Network Website...

Ingredients

• 1 (1/4-ounce) package dry active yeast
• 1 cup warm water, about 110 degrees F
• 1/2 cup sugar
• 1 egg, beaten
• 2 teaspoons salt
• 1 cup milk, scalded but cooled to warm
• 4 ounces melted butter, plus 2 ounces
• 5 cups flour, plus more, as needed
• 6-cup, 3-inch muffin tin pan

Directions

In a standing mixing bowl with dough hook, dissolve yeast in warm water. Let sit until lightly foamy, then stir in sugar and add egg, salt, warm milk, and 4 ounces of butter. Slowly add 5 cups flour, adding more as needed to make an elastic dough. Mix well, then roll out to floured surface and knead dough for about 5 minutes.

Place dough in buttered bowl, cover with towel, and set in a warm place to rise until double in bulk, about 1 hour.

Lightly oil the muffin pan. Punch down dough and form dough into 1-inch balls. Place 3 balls in each muffin tin. Fill muffin pan, cover with towel, and allow to rise an additional 1/2 hour.

Preheat oven to 425 degrees F.

Brush with remaining melted butter. Bake in preheated oven for 10 to 15 minutes, until golden brown.

What is wrong with the future.

Okay.. so today I've been kind of annoyed with the world. Why is it that when someone makes a mistake they are bad people? i mean god said, "forgive and forget". Why is it so hard for us all to do that? We all make mistakes so who cares as long as they correct the mistake from happening again. We aren't perfect and no one will ever be perfect. We are all afraid of letting someone down or making mistakes but its life. We are all going to make mistakes so we need to just except it.
We are always busy blaming other people for our problems and we don't stop to actually think about how they are feeling. People get so stuck on themselves that we don't realize when someone is hurting or could really use the help. As i get older I'm starting to realize how much we really are different from everyone else. In high school I would always try and be the friend that everyone could talk to and when they did i caught myself saying that i "knew how they felt". How could someone know how they felt when we are completely different? Even if you did go through the same thing everyone is still different. No matter what, we are all going to have different opinions, and outlooks. Now instead of just saying i understand or yeah, i know how you feel we all need to step back and see where they are coming from.
Why do we work so hard to make other people like us? Half the time we don't even like our selves. We should be putting ourselves in front of others but we are to stubborn to do so. We always wish we looked a curtain way or wanted something so bad that we would do anything to get it. But we never work to get it. its always just a wish or a want. Why do we put ourselves through that? Why cant we just like our self the way we see others. Whats so hard about liking us? There is no ugly there is only beautiful. Everyone has beauty in them no matter how rude, selfish, or any kind of problems they may have. we are all equal and should all be loved and cared for the same.

any ways..
bye =]

FAMILY.

Family means EVERYTHING to me. I know i may not show it a lot but i want my family to know that i do love them. We have gone through a lot together and we've always gotten through our hard times. we may not be the perfect family but hey who is! When your younger you always wish to be older and cant wait to move out and be on your own. What you don't realize is how hard it is to be on your own. It seems like we take family for Granted a lot. I cant imagine losing a parent or siblings. When my grandpa died a couple of years ago i thought my life was over. I couldn't believe someone so amazing and someone i had loved so much was taken away from me. I miss him so much and will never forget him. Any who, i'm going to stop blabbering now.. I LOVE YOU ALL!!!

MOM- your the best.. when ever i need to vent or have a problem you are always there for me. Your the strongest person i have ever know. i love you!

DAD- I look up to you in so many ways. You always know how to make me laugh and cheer me up. When ever we have a problem you stop what your doing and help us. i love you!

THANKS MOM&DAD- for everything you've done for me and the family!!

JASON- MY BIG BROTHER.. Your Very respectful, Strong, Smart, loving, hard worker, and a Great listener. i love you!

TIFFINI- I know i haven't talked to you as much but i do love you Tiffini. Your my big sister and always there when i need someone. You've been the one that has push me to do my best and never gave up on me. You are so respectful, caring, and loving to everyone. The most Talented/craftiest person i know. thanks for everything you've done for me i love you!

MINDI- In the past we've had our hard times but we have gotten through them together. You've always been there when i need to vent or needed some advice. Has a wonderful personality. Your so strong and have been through a lot. i respect you for working so hard and always making sure you have the best for rilee. i love you!

CASSIE- Strong and doesn't care what anyone thinks of her. You always work hard and never gives up. There for anyone when they need to talk or need help. You too have pushed me to do my best and never gave up on me. You've helped me out a lot in life and i want to thank you for that. i love you!

KESHA- Nicest, and loving person you will ever meet. Great at volleyball, drawing, and photography. Would do anything for anyone. I know we never got a long when we were little but I'm really glad that we are able to get to know each other and spend time with one another. Doesn't give up and always does her best. You have a wonderful personality and so strong headed. i love you!

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!

ON OUR HIKE.

Chris, Reyna, and i went on a hike and decided to take some pictures. we had a lot of fun although some parts of the hike were scary because we had to climb on some loose rocks and steep hills. its always fun to be adventurous :D.

GIMMIE MORE.

1. Put your music library on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG TITLE DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing this. Post a comment on their blog that says "You've been tagged! See my blog for details."


1) IF SOMEONE SAYS, "IS THIS OKAY," YOU SAY? Loaded and alone.

2) WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY? one night stand.

3) WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? paparazzi.

4)HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? curcis.

5) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? video phone.

6) WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO? right now.

7) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS? kick him out.

8) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? shattered glass.

9) WHAT IS 2+2? kill the lights.

10) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? tired of runnin'.

11) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE? the one i love.

12) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? if i were a boy.

13) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? better than me.

14) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? dear diary.

15) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? mannequin.

16) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING? ring the alarm.

17) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL? mean.

18) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST? so what.

19) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET? i like it rough.

20) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS? thats how you like it.

21) WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS? gimmie more.

BAKING BROWNIES

CHRIS AND I DECIDED TO MAKE SOME OREO CHOCOLATE BROWNIES THAT HIS GRANDMA HAD IN HER PANTRY. WELL TURNS OUT NOT ONLY DID WE DECIDE TO MAKE THEM WE DECIDED TO HAVE A FOOD FIGHT. OF COURSE I STARTED IT BUT HE ENDED UP HAVING TO FINISH IT. WE WERE A MESS WHEN WE GOT DONE. IT WAS ALL OVER THE TABLE, COUNTERS, AND EVEN OUR CLOTHES. GOOD THING HIS GRANDPARENTS WEREN'T THERE I DON'T THINK THEY WOULD EVER LET US COOK AGAIN HA HA. ACTUALLY NOW THAT I THINK OF IT I REMEMBER MAKING THE BROWNIES MORE THEN I DO EATING THEM.